what's in my mind??

volleyball....

i din touch volleyball since a week before holiday.. and last Sunday night, i saw my friends picture.. is my volleyball teammate.. they make me wanna play volleyball again. and i still love volleyball so much..

me.. with my friends.. 2 years ago.. in shah alam..

and should i play volleyball again?? i have to put a lot of hard works to catch up what i've miss the whole year.. my friends had gain so much experiences the whole year.. and i just played 1 competition the whole year.. MSSD?? huh??

i also wanna study hard this coming years.. i dont wanna be the lazy boy anymore.. im just wasting my time if i continue my life this way.. what i did everyday is just walking around in the house doing nothing.. i wanna create my history to be top student in my school.. i never get even top 40.. stupid...

and i wanna be rich in future.. i wanna have big house..

luxury cars..

er.. no no.. i think a family car a normal car and a classic sport car

is enough for me!! hehe.. too much?? wont right?? ^_^ and branded clothes.. and also some cash for me to use if got any emergency.. and best things for my wife, my sons , my family.. and all that is perfect for me..

and im thinking what job should i choose?? pilot?? businessman?? model?? haha..

and i wanna keep in touch with all my relative.. i love them so much..

OooO0Ooo.

yesterday lunch time, my company boss aka my uncle, belanja most of the workers eat lunch. and himself decided to go Tao at penang auto city..

erm... one person is just about RM55 adding after service and government tax is included. and there is 20 person.. just about RM1XXX.XX haha.. when i heard the waitress said.. "sir, total is JUST RM12XX.XX" i just.. Huh?? wtf... but i really enjoy my self a lot.. haha.. the table i seat had order about 20 plate of sashimi a plate is just something like this..

and it just taste bad if u eat it without wasabi.. haha.. and we still order some... tempura..

and.. aiyo.. a lot la.. just cant list all out.. but every just taste delicious.. yummy!! and you should go if you have a big stomach!!! and seat eat from 1pm++ until 4pm.. haha.. and the waiter and waitress is all handsome and pretty girl also!! haha.. cool..

this morning..for the first time in my life.. i played paintball

not very expensive.. RM18 for 60pellets 200pellets just RM50.. the more u buy the cheaper u can get... and i just play 200 pellets today.. not very pain.. just the part u kena will blue black and is just something like this if you cant imagine.

and i kena 1 on my arm and 1 on my stomach.. the arm 1 still ok.. but the stomach!! ouch... i almost cry once i kena u noe?? =( and i reli enjoy myself.. played 4 round and my team just won the first round.. so what?? haha.. most important is you enjoyed.. and i think is not paintball but is "pain"tball

Tears of the Sun

i watch this movie yesterday night.. starting bruce wiklls.. directed by antoine fuqua..

this movie is a group of US army were sendto Nigeria to rescuea itali born american doctor.. they found the docter but she wont leave if the army did not bring along her patients.. so the lefternan(bruce wills) have aint no other ways but just bring along her patient.. they walked two days across somewhere.. when the helicopter came they just FORCED the docter go.. and leave those refugee.. after they achieved their mission.. the passed the village where the doctor stayed before this.. the villages were killed.. because the villages are christian.. and the nigerian army will kill who ever that are non islam..

after bruce wills saw what happen he order the helicopter to turn back.. he sent all old, young and sick people to cameroon with the helicopter.. and the army and the adults have to walked to cameroon.. and on their way to cameroon they were chased by the nigerian army.. and a lots happen after that.. just watch it yourself.. nice movie..

Single Dad..

a lot of people always said being a single mom is not easy... and from what i saw this few weeks.. being a single dad definitely not an easy thing also. My mum younger sister.. 3 months ago.. passed away because of cancer.. and Cancer killed 2 of my relatives already.. :( .. and his husband aka my uncle.. have 2 sons.. and 1 daughter.. eldest son 7 years old.. wee chao aka chao boy daugter 5 years old.. wee jas(right side)

and

the youngest son 3 years old.. wee yang.. aka "yang yang"

during the funeral ceremony three of them dont even know what's happening.. sobx.. and i cried during the ceremony. cried badly.. my aunt is a very nice person.. she always care about us very much.. always buy us what we wanna eat and she's the one who always like to hang out with us,all my cousins!!! we love her very much!! although you went to a place where very far apart from here, we never forget you, you'll always live in our heart.

my uncle have to take care of his childrens himself.. because of works pressure and tension.. he cant control his emotion very well and always scolded his child.. especially the eldest 1.. maybe watching too much cartoon so always kick and box his bro and sis.. today i went to shopping wif their whole family.. when they shopping.. i can just feel something missing.. is a women.. a mother.. a wife... is very difficult to picture the whole thing..

and my uncle still have to bath for his child.. prepare milk so his youngest son.. teach them to do homeworks.. feed them.. and hav to earn money..

and not easy to be a single dad...