4am

4 in the morning..
my eyes are widely open..
i'm tired..
but i cant sleep..
my heart so empty...
as if something is missing..
i'm losing you..
that's how i feel..
i wanted to cry..
but this time i'll be tough..
i did it..
but it can't maintain
i really don't know how long i can stand..
i tried everything..
i tried my best..
my brain is empty
and
i really don't know what to do...

love is scary
makes me happy
and
lonely...

what i want to be?

what i want to be??

this question sound very simple to someone.. and very complicated for someone.. i want to be a pilot.. yes.. flying a plane is already my dream since i'm a boy.. a small little boy.. that's why all the while i only wanted to be a pilot.. not only a normal commercial plane pilot.. if can be a fighting jet pilot is the best..
flying a fighting jet that can travel few thousand km an hour is not only cool and exciting.. it's so amazing.. everyone that watched sky fighter.. a french movie for sure will fall in love with the pilot.. the jet.. and the sky.. it's so beautiful.. really don't know how to describe.. love it!! more than anything..

me lately..

i miss mag alot.. sobx..

i quit volleyball.. or retired is a better word..

i play softball

i'm in love with softball

i won 3 gold medals by playing softball..

i learn to eat my bro...

i learn to act cute.. and edit my pic..

i became superman... lol...

and i slept in hospital...
scary shit..

Mag is coming back!!

yay!!at last the day come!!tomorrow mag is coming back from shanghai!!hehe.. miss u damn much!!but u come back malaysia already also still the same le.. sobx..you're not coming back to ipog until new year!!

i haven watch twilight yet ah!!!so outdated!! hei..

mum will discharge today if everything is fine.. last night i over night at hospital agani. coz mum is alone in her room.. donno why keep waking up.. damn scary la!!tsk tsk tsk...

planning adrian party is a big thing man!! not that easy!! anyway.. just wanna let all those ppl that read my blog..

adrian birthday party..

on this 16th of dec..

7pm..

moven peak steamboat, greentown..

food provided.. but pay sendiri la!!

lol..

god bless mum!! muackxx!!kisses to mum!!

xoxo to mag!!!

what a day..

yesterday morning i sleep till noon then go hospital visit my mum.. after changed my mum to the 1st class room.. we both go home to see my dad that that al,ost half dead also..choi.. joking.. when i reach home dad is sleeping and my bro is damn tired.. everyone sleeping and i went out to the nearest cyber cafe to update my blog.. then i go home after shoot out my stress and sadness.. then when i reach home dad woke up adi.. his face look so red just lyk a big read apple.. no joke man.. then i wake my bro up and sent my dad to the hospital again.. then bro said.. pack ur stuff and u will over night there tonight.. what!!there you mean HOSPITAL!!!wtf.. hospitall damn scary man..lol.. no lol.. its scary la..

when reach hospital.. a guy check my dad temperature.. its.. 41.5degree celcius.. i think cant cook a egg adi..the guy even said.. 0.5 degree more.. your dad brain is done.. wtf.. maybe if we late by 0.5 mins my dad is done man!! then he is sne t to the emergency wad again.. i'm thinking.. my dad is done man.. yesterday mum need to wait for an hour.. today is so damn crowded.. 2 hours?? by the time i think... choi.. *slap mouth* but surprsingly.. ev enrything is so damn fast.. i'm kinda surprising.. they improve so much in a day time.. just 3 hours after i post my blog.. *my blog really that famous?? the gverment take action after my blog is posted!!*lol.. claps and cheers to me!! thanks for your support!! then was send to the wad and some medicine was given to to him..

after that i go to visit my mum.. and put my stuff there.. i told mum what happen to dad and she was like.. oh..really.. *pandan muka*...whispered.. haha.. then i just talk with mum for a while then my borother came up and we both went down cause my nephew dad came with his sport car!!350Z.. haha.. and i was thinking.. a babe girl..sorry.. is a girl that is 3 years old.. and my cousin aka his dad driving a sport car.. he fetch my nephew home.. and she's sitting beside.. can imagine??!! damn funny la..haha.. what's the police respond if he's caught speeding and his daughter is just beside there and looking at the police.. ok.. nvm.. haha..

after my dad temperature go down we go kopitiam to eat our dinner.. by the time we reach old town is already 10 pm.. its our dinner man.. i ate the curry mee!! ok it's nice.. but the lam mee my dad took is.. omg!! is for dog man..HAHA..

then we go back to hospital.. after a while my bro and dad go home..and my heart is like dad.. bro.. dont go.. i don wanna sleep here tonight.. my bro turn BACK!!! and said to me.. sweet dream!! enjoy ya..!! WTF!! i show him the international finger!!_ _1_ _... lol.. then i off the light coz mum wanted to sleep adi.. i sleep on the patient bed next to my mum.. coz its a four bed 1st class room.. my mum is the only patient inside.. haha.. and my nightmare started.. i message with adrian for a few message.. then i'm so damn tired.... so slept..haha.. then hav have i nightmare man!! 2 person died in my dream.. john sorry.. you're one of them!!!lol.. i donno why..another one is my 2nd bro.. szu szen!! lol.. then i woke up.. the dream i will blog bout it ome other time.. then iu decided to go to the toilet.. after that when i cxame out from the toilet a person with one clother appears in front of i just jump up.. f**k!! is the nurse.. then i walk aroung the floor..

walao so many malays sleep outside there.. what are they doing there?? scary la!!ish..
then went back to sleep again and keep waking up!!
until this morning..................

Mag.. miss you alot.. you're coming back in three days time.. love you... thanks for calling me and texting me.. you are everything to me!!

what happen to mum and dad!!!

i'm half dead now.. my mum is in the hospital.. attack by dengue fever or some virus.. yesterday, after she came back from penang.. she was like so damn tired.. then suddenly my cousin daughter, or my dad lovest grand nephew(we u to take care of her for a year in ipoh, since she is 3 months old) come in to my room and told me that mum wanted to vomit.. i immediately rush into my mum room and see what happen.. she look so pale.. and no energy at all.. then my dad send her to the hospital.. mum sit on the wheel chair all the time while waiting for her turn to SEE the doctor. mum keep complaining she very uncomfortable,, her hand bone and muscle pain,her head was so numb and ache.. and she keep asking me to massage her head and neck.. wtf.. we waited for almost one hour.. we are in the emergency wad.. and we waited for one hours... i saw all those guy working walking here and there.. even SINGING!!! hey, its a hospital.. not a singing competition or karaoke... IDIOT!!! i'm so pissed off.. i just feel like kicking their damn ass hole now and there.. after one hour.. at LAST.. a guy asked my mum to lie on the bed while WAITING!!! i was like WAT?? the f**k!!! waiting?? how long are we suppose to wait.. out side there written... semi emergency... 30minutes++... hey.. we waited for 60++ and how long we have to wait???30hours??0r 30 days!! at last.. the doctor came.. and after giving some details bout what happen to my mum.. the doctor went of again.. and then a guy that look so pro and smart.. and he is not pro and all.. not even a amateur.. coz he wanted to hang some kind of liquid to let it flow into my mum bodythrough her hand..whats that called.. no idea.. to but that bloody needle into my mum hand.. he poke 8 times and he failed!!my mum is so suffer that time.. maybe she did some treatment for her cancer 2 years ago..her vein is smaller then normal people.. then another guy came..luckily he's a better one.. and the needle successfully placed into my mum and her hand is already full of holes and bruises..my heart is so pain and i really dont know what to do that time.. then my mum is moved to the observation wad while waiting for the blood result so come out.. at the observation wad my mum lie in the wad for 6 hours.. the air con is so damn cold.. and i'm half dead after accompany my mum.. then she was transfer to normal wad.. then me and dad go home.. and i saw dad hand is so damn bengkak.. he cant even hold his hand tight.. and he's fever and keep complaining that here and there pain.. i'm so damn worry and dont know wth i shud do.. i'm just afraid that something will happen to my dod..choi.. touch wood.. after reach home...i called my eldest brother that just went back to KL from ipoh few hours ago.. i told him what happen to dad and he called dad and ask dad to go hospital also.. because my nephew was in the house.. so no one will take care of her if my dad go to toilet.. so i just called my eldest bro god mum so to fetch my dad to the hospital.. and my bro oso rush back to ipoh from KL on the middle of the night.. it's sound so crazy.. and i just stay home taking care of my nephew.. i'm so damn worry and my mind is blank that time..alone and dont know what to do.. dad is damn sick.. and mum is in the hospital already..

my zimui din even choi me!!huh!!

mag!! where are you.. i want u!! you are so happy there and i text you and spoil your mood.. sorry.. thanks for replying me..(per message cost 2 buckx) love you alot.. muackx!!

i'm lonely now

i just woke up half hour ago.. i heard jason mraz and colbie caliet- lucky.. is ringtone i choose for mag.. mag!? omg.. mag call me.. she's leaving soon.. and for the next whole week.. i'm going to be so lonely.. i cant text her, i cant call her.. i can c her.. i just cant.. i'm going to miss her so much..

mag, i'll miss you.. love you and enjoy ur holidays!!!

zhou love mag...

kemalangan yang paling ngeri

karangan budak tingkatan 3 "kemalangan yang
paling ngeri"

Pagi itu pagi minggu. Cuaca cukup
sejuk sehingga mencapai takat suhu
beku. Sebab itu saya tidak mandi pagi
sebab air kolah jadi air batu dan air
paip tidak mahu keluar sebab beku di
dalam batang paip. Pagi itu saya
bersarapan dengan keluarga di dalam
unggun api kerana tidak tahan sejuk.
Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya
menemaninya ke pasar. Tetapi saya
tidak mahu. Selepas emak menikam perut
saya berkali-kali dengan garfu barulah
saya bersetuju untuk mengikutnya.

Kami berjalan sejauh 120 kilometer
kerana pasar itu letaknya 128
kilometer dari rumah. Lagi 8 kilometer
nak sampai pasar saya ternampak sebuah
lori kontena meluru dengan laju dari
arah belakang. Dia melanggar emak
saya. Emak saya tercampak ke dalam
gaung. Dia menjerit "Adoi!". Lepas itu
emak saya naik semula dan mengejar
lori tersebut. Saya pun turut berlari
di belakang emak saya kerana takut
emak saya melanggar lori itu pula.

Pemandu lori itu nampak kami
mengejarnya. Dia pun memecut lebih
laju iaitu sama dengan kelajuan
cahaya. Kami pula terpaksa mengejar
dengan lebih laju iaitu sama dengan
dua kali ganda kelajuan cahaya. Emak
saya dapat menerajang tayar depan lori
itu. Lori itu terbabas dan melanggar
pembahagi jalan lalu bertembung dengan
sebuah feri. Feri itu terbelah dua.
Penumpang feri itu yang seramai 100
orang semuanya mati.

Pemandu feri itu sangat marah. Dia
pun bertukar menjadi Ultraman dan
memfire pemandu lori. Pemandu lori
menekan butang khas di dalam lori
dia..lori itu bertukar menjadi robot
Transformer. Mereka bergaduh di udara.
Emak saya tidak puas hati. Dia pun
terus menyewa sebuah helikopter di
Genting Highlands dan terus ke tempat
kemalangan. Dia melanggar pemandu feri
yang telah bertukar menjadi Ultraman
itu. Pemandu feri itu terkejut dan
terus bertukar menjadi pemandu feri
semula lalu terhempas ke jalanraya.
Pemandu feri itu pecah. Pemandu lori
sangat takut melihat kejadian itu. Dia
meminta maaf dari emak saya. Dia
menghulurkan tangan ingin bersalam.
Tetapi emak saya masih marah. Dia
menyendengkan helikopternya dan
mengerat tangan pemandu lori itu
dengan kipas helikopter. Pemandu lori
itu menjerit "Adoi..!" dan jatuh ke
bumi.

Emak saya menghantar helikopter
itu ke Genting Highlands. Bila dia
balik ke tempat kejadian, dia terus
memukul pemandu lori itu dengan beg
tangannya sambil memarahi pemandu lori
itu di dalam bahasa Inggeris. Pemandu
lori itu tidak dapat menjawab sebab
emak saya cakap orang putih. Lalu
pemandu lori itu mati. Tidak lama
kemudian kereta polis pun sampai. Dia
membuat lapuran ke ibu pejabatnya
tentang kemalangan ngeri itu. Semua
anggota polis di pejabat polis itu
terperanjat lalu mati.
Orang ramai mengerumuni tempat
kejadian kerana ingin mengetahui apa
yang telah terjadi.. Polis yang
bertugas cuba menyuraikan orang ramai
lalu dia menjerit menggunakan pembesar
suara. Orang ramai terperanjat dan
semuanya mati..

Selepas itu emak saya mengajak
saya ke pasar untuk mengelak lebih
ramai lagi yang akan mati. Di pasar,
emak saya menceritakan kejadian itu
kepada penjual daging. Penjual daging
dan peniaga-peniaga berhampiran yang
mendengar cerita itu semuanya terkejut
dan mati. Saya dan emak saya terus
berlari balik ke rumah. Kerana terlalu
penat sebaik saja sampai di rumah kami
pun mati. Itulah kemalangan yang
paling ngeri yang pernah saya lihat
sebelum saya mati.

love

im in a relationship with a girl..i love her alot.. and i think she love me too.. i dont know who loves who more.. but i know i love her alot.. more than everyone.. exclude my brothers and my parents.. she means so much to me..

to maintain a relationship is not only about how loving are you.. is not you willing to die for that person ur relationship.. and your love for he/she will never fade...

to fall in love on someone is easy.. too easy.. but love someone forever is far too hard.. we never know what will happen the next 10years,10 months,10days,10minutes,or even 10seconds.. one second before this we can love each other so much.. but may the next seconds u cant hate each other so much that u will even kill the person that USED TO BE ur lovest one... thats LOVE..

now..i'm in love with another girl..the girl that i used to like her.. the girl that used to be my girlfriend 2 years ago.. now we are together again.. everything is like magic.. from we started together until now.. from she just want me.. to deeply fall in love.. then started to bored of it.. and love me so much again.. my love for her never fade... along the 11months we together.. i love her so much.. i'm hurt by her.. but i never hate her.. never...but every couple can never run away from argue..we argue and make each other laugh again and argue and smile.. it repeat again and again... but i never hate her.. i even enjoy it when i think about it again.. to maintain our relationship.. i learn to give and take.. i learn to do something romantic... something stupid... something crazy... something funny.. something cute.. i try to do everything that all the tvb or hollywood or bollywood or japan drama or korean drama or even those hokkien drama.... i even did something that over that...
all is because i love her..she's saying that i enjoy online then talking to her.. she's in very bad mood this few day.. i try my best to make her happy and not to argue with her.. but i'm that kind of people that will angry easily..i try to control and even push it to as low as i can so that i wont angry.. but sometimes i'll out of control oso i'm sorry.. i really didnt mean it.. i always try my best to make you happy.. and i love u..
mag.. suzhou love u alot..

Bread day's

i came to kl yesterday night.. i will probably stay here until this Saturday night.. then i'll back to ipoh again.. today is the 1st day.. because my brother need to go work.. so i'm staying in his room the whole day.. tonight he's having dinner in hilton hotel.. so, i think i'll spend my whole day here till midnight he come back and go out for supper..

i wake up 7 in the morning because my brother ask me to help him lock the door cause he's leaving the house key with me.. then after he leave i wanted to continue sleep but i cant!!!last night sleep at2.30 leh!!! hei..so the only thing i can do is to switch on the laptop and online.. i check all my mail.. then i check my facebook.. and everything.. i even pick a new template and change something and make it my template.. boring...

after that i start my bread day activities... first , i wanted to take my breakfast.. i ate 4 slices of bread.. 2 slices eat with cheese and another two eat with planta and peanut butter.. then i continue to do whatever i can do hope that time will fly...

then after an hour i feel hungry.. so eat another 2 slices of bread with mayonnaise.. then i realise that the floor of the whole house is full of
hairs..
short hair.. long hair... bulu ketiak.. bulu apong...
and oso
bulu burong..
and oso habuk!!and sands.. omg.. how am i suppose to makan lalu in such house..
and the wall oso berbulu!!!sweat..t
that one but be... bulu... bulu...
bulu of some one ass!!!
lol...
and what to do, my brother is busy, his awek is back in penang because of something not good... and his housemate... i dono where the hell is he also.. when i sweeping the
berbulu-bulu floor
, i heard someone is coughing.. its a women sound man...then i only realise that i'm not alone in this house.. omg.. there is a chubby... sexy ... and sick women sleeping in the room next to the room i'm sleeping..
then i called my bro and ask him did he left any protitude in home..
he said
sohai..gai(gai=chicken=pelacur) ur head!!!
is my housemate tiu loi(tiu=batang; loi=perempuan)....
joking..
it means girl friend in cantonese..
then i was like...oh..phew..hahahahaha.. then he ended the call.. sweat.. i still wanna ask him something la!!!ish...

then i continue to sweep the floor.. then i stop a while to take my lunch.. roti with tuna..roti again......sobx....

after finish my lunch continue sweeping the berbulu floor..
after half hour i tink the berbulu floor is
so smooth and clean
like just shave!!!
lol...

after that bath and eat roti again.. and now im here blogging!!!!

wanna eat satay kajang!!!
rabbit meat!!
nyek nyek nyek....

what a trip!!

since saturday im in kl..till now..
the day beforre that im alredy attacked by gastric!!
saturay morning i feel much better
but then, ask i took lunch in somewhere near the damansara hospital,
my stomach started to blend..
from what all the auntie said... all the food taste so super duper delicious..
but after i eat.. none of the food taste nice..
even worst.. all of them taste like shyt.. turning my stomach into hell!!!
fuck!!!
at night i went to klcc.. i stay at a hotel near thr..
name.....impiana...
i went to the food court in klcc to take my dinner... wow.. the food court is huge!!!
ok.. maybe im kinda out dated..wat to do..im a budak kampung of ipoh!!
after walk a round... i run out of idea what to eat.. then i just stop in front of a stall name.....

London "ikan"...
yea name macam sangat class...
the food..omg..make my stomach even worst...
the fish in the burger like powder oni...ewww....
after that i started to go toilet again and again..
all my product..
blended NAJIS...
started to come out none stop till now...
today early morning ... i took my breakfast in hotel.. i found out something..
those european still will take their breakfast in their way.. eat bread.. with butter or jam.. then a cup of orange juice..
those malay still will take malaysian favourite.. nasi lemak.. although they eat it almost every day.. meaningless..
oni the chinese and indian will try all the food.. the even will try their best to eat as much as posibble.. haha.. although it's free.. haha...
after my breakfast i read the news paper.. i read a very funny news..
the islam ban yoga!!! walao..
they said it's against the islam.. walao.. really??
i really want to know why!!and how!!! weird!!!
then i went back to my room and take a bath.. then i decided to go to the
hotel gym..
i found out that im so weak compare to john.. oh shyt... im tall.. and and gainin weight.. shyt..
i went to pavillion after checked out..
honestly i dont think pavilion is special or high class lo.. normal only la.. hehe..
after that sent my aunt to damansara.. then went to petalling street.. bought a superman tshirt.. haha..

nw!!!
im stuck here in my bro apartment!!!tmr im goin penang by myself!! lonely..

miss mag alot..
now i think she's watching the Dance Centre performance!!!mag, sorry i break my promise.. i really dont want to!!!

happy holiday!!!

i just came back from malacca and singapore 3 days ago.

now i'm in kl..in someone house..i dont really know who is she..lol..

the softbal tournament at malacca was great.. we, the devils got champion..

haha.. it's oso my 1st national champion.. lol.. im freaking happy in that very moment.. hehe..

during the friendly match at singapore, we even beat up the raffles..

walao.. those rafflesian

damn sombong..

haha.. but who cares!!! we won all the 3 matches.. hehe..

devils rockx!!!

sobx.. mag is leaving ipoh on weds.. and i'll be back in ipoh on thurs..

we are not goin to meet each other until new year.. mag love yea alot.. miss u too..

yesterday was our last date for this year.. we went to the photo taking machine.. haha..

damn dump!!

is my 1st time.. haha.. feel so awkward.. swt..

anyway.. it look nice.. i think so la.. haha..

should be la..

i got the super model talent..lol

anyway.. gtg..

happy holiday to everyone!!!

HaPPy BirthDay Daddy!!

Daddy, Happy Birthday!!

I love You

MY 1st Party

haha.. yesterday was my 1st party ever i ever held by myself.. i think is quite success.. hehe.. everyone seem to be very happy.. except someone because the present of her sister..haha.. ok.. the whole thing was great.. after a tiring training at DR park.. i went to city ballet to meet mag..then we when to giant to meet payleng and penghan.. then we start to buy all those things tat we need..*skip*............. ok thats just some shopping thing... ntg to said about..after tat.. 4 of us wait for penghan driver..one of the funniest thing thing is we have to wait for penghan driver!!i only seen driver wait for boss.. but nvr boss wait for driver..we waited for 40mins.. haha.. while we were waiting.. seen alot ppl playing amazing race..lol.. pity them.. all look like charcoal...lol..oh..janna look so dark for the first time..haha.. then we start to cook after reach my house..we cook spaghetti and coleslaw.. after everything done my kitchen is so damn messy.. hehe.. and payleng keep complaining no one ask for help.. haha.. wat to do?! all are siu ye zhai!!! haha.. then all my friends start to gamble while waiting for 4 of us to cook..adrian brought potato salad.. we only able to finish one tupperware..maybe it is too tawar... another one adrian bring home..john mum fried rice..the rice is damn nice!!haha.. and our food oso not bad.. hehe..*skip*...then mag,payleng,penghan,and zhao song(terrance sister) decided to watch a horror movie.. and john and zhou decided tio watch with them..zhou keep forwarding cause the front part is so damn boring and john keep kicking the curtain..at last those girls are frighted and run out of room.. then we start to dance..nt much boy dance.. oni me,adrian and john...haha..teck kai dance for a while too..haha.. others just hide in my room and talking and gambling.. and someone even study in my room!??haha..then we went to dining room to chat..john drunk and start saying none stop.. he said everthing he noe without keeping it.. but most of the thing i heard it years ago.. wat to do?! im his bestie.. haha.. payleng is the 1st to leave.. with penghan.. she walk to the temple opposite my house..obviously she is drunk too.. and cant walk with her heels..haha.. me, john ,and the 2 girls walking with blur brain.. we cant even walk straight.. haha.. john even said he donno whr the hell he went..he just follow.haha.. we even took pic together at the side of the main road..haha..then everyone started to leave and john is the last one to leave.. at 1st he dont want to leave cause he is so damn moody after talk about sueli.. he just keep talking bout her.. sorry sueli.. dion mean to insult you or wat.. i just saying the truth.. he really love you alot..thats all i want to tell you.. hehe.. then his mum came and after her mum nagged him and ME asking him to go home only want to go home.. but he really look so sad..maybe he's drunk..but i think wat he said is 100% truth.. haha.. then i start to clean up the house..i even wake up 5.30 am to clean up the house.. at last everything is done.. and im half drunk now cause finished the half bottle of wine left yesterday cause dont want to let my parents noe it is a party with alcohol.. haha..and to those ppl that trying to spread some rumours ... like bye bye XXX.. or nasi sudah menjadi bubur thing..please la..use your brain before talk...anyway.. thanks to mag, payleng and penghan for helping me.. and john and adrian MUM for their food!!

p/s... for more pic or details..or another vesion of story..lol.. can read payleng blog(i think la)dunno whether she is going to blog bout it or not!!... lol....

what a day!!!

today is extra ordinary... thats what my softbal coach said..lol.. this mornong i went to school... i cant find any reason why i go to skol.. before john came.. im talking to eugene and nick bout my party this coming saturday... talk bout my party im F off... everyone like so want and don wan.. im so damn pissed off.. dont talk bout it.. until john reach school... me and him started to walk around the skol and gossip bout everything.. especially sueli... oh yea.. not to busy body or what but why cant a broke up couple talk??is that a sin or what?? lol.. to "you"... john love you alot la!! really!! back to my school.. then we found our softbal coach.. then we start to talk outside the counseling bout softbal tournament on next week at malacca and friendly with RI and Rjc... then after the head guru kounsiling come.. we then go into his fully air conditioned room to chat.. till 10 something, john decide to go isc to have our extra ordinary lunch.. haha.. then the guy with license decided to fetch us there..haha.. we took our lunch there till 12 o clock.. then we when back to school to continue chat at the bilik kounseling... till one.. hehe.. thats my only school day for this week.. im not going skol anymore till next year.. haha.. then till skol end i went to parade.. as i expected and i don wish it will happen i met mag and gavin.. actually im ok with it.. i said hi to them then walk away. i went to the 100 yen to have a look.. i lost my bottle on tuesday.. so wanna buy a new 1.. but unfortunately.. sold out!!! wtf.. then i went to popular and met song zhi.. walk around fir 5 mins plus then adrian came.. he's do fake.. pls.. do u think i really don noe mag is having lunch with gavin, his beloved nephew... keep inviting us to eat there.. i just walk off.. i went to cold storage with very bad mood.. walk around for 15mins plus.. bought a bottle of ice lemon tea.. and i decided to go home.. as i expexted and i wish it wont happen mag and gavin is still inside kopitiam.. IM NOT JEALOUS!!! and im fine with it.. then mag walk out to ask me the question that i expected she will ask.. ARE YOU OK?!? hey.. im not that bad ok.. like im so not open minded.. and i went jj to watch

my best friend girl.. nice movie..

everyone MUST watch.. its something like how to lose a guy it 20 days.. and another must watch movie is

underworld and underworld evolution..

is not a new movie.. it came out at 2006 and 2007.. but its a nice movie.. nice graphic..

me!! i'm not self-loving

first of all i love cartoon.. disney cartoon.. and they love me too... how i know?? i just knew it cause they're everyones best friend...you see... pooh loves me..
donald duck and daisy duck love me too..sleeping beauty used to be my girl friend and we had a daughter...lol...
and mickey and minnie are my best friends..

and i have the potential to be a super model..haha
see.. i have the body and look at the way i pose

ok... not this one la..sorry.. wave too strong..







im a good sucker too.. i suck all the time.. lol...
in tgi...
in kopitiam

and i look cool when im sucking something..

and my mouth is big enough to suck big things..

and i look like rain.. thanks.. i knew it.. and i can dance like him.. haha..

and i look serious and im doing something really serious...

and i look cute.. winks... ;)

and sometimes i do act like a gangster.. although i dont look like one.. coz i look so good boy!!!?

and i look macho although im dumped by someone.. sobx..
and i know my hair look nice..

oh shit... im soooo self loving?! am i ??

sometimes i look like a girl... hehe.. hormones inbalance..

im awesome and handsome.. thanks..





lastly.. i can be a ghost too..

bye..

lame blog..

mag tagged me!!

1. The last person to tag you is?
mag??

2. Your relationship with him/her ?
couple..

3. Your 5 impression towards him/her ?
nice(sometimes),get mad easily,friendly,loving(only to me!!lol..dont get jealous guy),she's my babe!!!

4. The most memorable thing that he/she has ever done for you ?
is a top secret!!haha..make me a birthday card??100% hand made..

5. The most memorable words that he/she spoke to you ?
f*** you!!lol.. aiyo everything she said to me also very memorable ..

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will...
she is..lol.. and im really happy i got sich a good girl friend!!mag, love you!!

7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will..
no idea.. not going to talk to her anymore??

8. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on...
SHE IS!!er.. i think she she should control herself more.. don get mad so easily la..please..

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is...
she dumb me with a stupid reason??

10. The most desirable things to do for him/her is...
make her nasi lemak..

11. Overall impression towards him/her is...
she's my life?!

12. How do you think the people around you will feel about you ?
skip.. not goin to answer the same question twice..lol..

13. The character for you for yourself is ?
tall..cute..funny..evil!!!

14. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
hate myself??no way man!!is not going to happen..

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
ME! ;)

16. For the person who cares and likes you, say something about him/her.
thanks alot babe :) i love you!!

17. Ten people to tag.

1. magdeline
2. Kim
3. sueli
4. payleng
5. jane
6. eva
7. nikhita
8. janna
9. adrian
10. munyee

18. Who is number 2 having a relationship with ?
kim??changmin??haha.(thats what mag said..i noe she likes korean alot)

19. Is 3 a male or a female ?
female

20. If number 7 and 10 got together, would that be a good thing ?
nikitha and munyee?? hmm.... they can be a very good couple...

21. How about 5 and 8 ?
janna and jane??haha.impossble la..

22. What is number 1 studying about ?
a form4 science student studies.lol.she is good in biology..

23. When was the last time you had a chat with them ?
no idea..

24. Is number 4 single ?
payleng is taken =) mrs. nathan soon

25. Say something about number 2.
kim... please go out and exercise..

tagged again after months...

1. The last person to tag you is?

janna.on june..



2. Your relationship with him/her ?

Friends



3. Your 5 impression towards him/her ?
my kinder friend.i dont really know her that time.nice.quite tall.her chinese is getting better..watch alot of taiwan drama..lol..



4. The most memorable thing that he/she has ever done for you ?
nothing.. the most memorable thing is she did nothing to me..



5. The most memorable words that he/she has say to you ?
no idea.. er.. "bu zhi dao"(dont know)the 1st chinese word she said to me..



6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will...
die!!god bless me..this will never happen to me!!



7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...
whack her.. and make sure she is look even worst than ugly betty!!



8. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on...
chinese.. and cantonese.. lol..but im sure it will never happen la..



9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is...
im too handsome??haha..



10. The most desirable things to do for him/her is...
errr.. what u wan me to do?



11. Overall impression towards him/her is...
She is a nice friendly girl??er.. dono la.. very manja??



12. How do you think the people around you will feel about you ?
er.. tall??best word to describe me..



13. The character for you for yourself is ?
huh??dont know..cute??childish??



14. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
think too much??


15. The most ideal person you want to be is ?
who i am now!!haha..im too ideal..haha..



16. For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them.?
er.. she's my lovest one.. and alot things happen to us lately.. god bless us!!

17. Five people to tag.

• mag
• janna
• payleng
• adrian(pls update ur blog)
• kim

Happy Birthday

happy birthday!!!

lee pay leng!!!! yes that's lee pay leng.lol

happy belated birthday!!haha.. thanks for being my zimui!!hehe.. all the best... lol..

What happen to Malaysia's???

stupid things keep happen in m'sia.. 1st is anwar sodomy case.. i think is bette not to comment to much on this case, if not before anwar case is solved im in the jail enjoying my curry rice!! haha..

then is the Ahmad Ismail case.. before anwar won the permatang pauh men in parlimen (MP) this guy go and make a stupid statement.. and i don think i need to write it out.. he's really an idiot.. and brainless.. we are malaysian.. and how dare he made such statement. and even worst is he refuse to apologize even our prime minister ask him to.

then now followed by the form4 sejarah text book thing.. if u still dont know bout it.. just go and read form4 text book page 255 if im not mistaken.. actually those people are too sensetive.. the orang asing is those people who invest in our country.. and npt chinese or indian.. this is the whole paragraph..

ringkasnya, kemajuan dan kemakmuran tanah melayu telah berjaya menarik minat imigran untuk datang ke sini dan keadaan ini berterusan hingga kini kita seharusnya berbangga dengan negara kita yang menjadi tumpuan pendatang asing kerana kekayaan dan kemakmurannya.
jika tidak, orang asing yang sentiasa mengintai peluang untuk mengambil ruang tersebut, akan mengambil alih peranan kita, seperti yang berlaku pada hari ini...

forcus onthe bold sentence.. read properly.. any problem?? hei.. what happen to malaysia...

last is the 16th of september thing... any country that has 2 national day?? 31st of august is the day where Malaya free from the British.. and 16th of sept is the day Malaysia is formed!! so which day is more important.. undeniable.. both day is very impotant... but we already celebrate our national day 51 times on 31st of augt.. what for want to add or change the date.. right??

come on malaysian.. stop wasting your time doing stupid things to attract the media attention.. even gg'ing' is more meaningful then what you guys doing!!! LoL...

I'm me...

ok after a week of voting.. is proven that i look like me, myself.. haha.. thanks for voting.. thank you..!!

1st post since months..

when is the last post?? i've no idea.. lol.. months ago..why?? busy with my study?? funny?? definitely no.. that sound so not me..then?? i've no idea.. i just took my monthly test last week.. i've no idea how was my result.. good?? i dont think so.. i didn't even study the night before.. haha.. amaze me.. i'm getting worst.. if i still remain unchange.. my pilot dream will never come true.. what ever.. when the time come.. i'll change!!! hope so..

everyone is now on olympic fever.. haha.. and i totally supporting china!! will get their 1st ever overall champion.. they reli showed that they are ready.. but liu xiang really disappointed the whole china.. haha.. and malaysia unexpected get A silver.. and he get rm300000.. wtf.. he play like a piece of shit during the final.. and he don deserve that much of money.. i personally think that is what najib said made him lose.. the rm1,000,000 made him lose.. and not the china supporters!!! not the crowd!! trust me.. he's a pro and he's get used of the tension and pressure from the crowd...

lin dan really played very well.. haha!! he rocks!! and talk about him.. i suddenly remember that someone said that i look like him.. me?? really?? me?? lol.. funny.. something even more funny is someone send me a msg written.. "yay.. congrats.. zhou won the olympic badminton gold medal.. you're the champion!!.. haha.. " funny shit!! do i look like lin dan?? someone said i look like yao ming? what?!? that giant?? i look like him?!.. i don't want to!!! although he's superstar of china.. so what.. he look... better stop there.. haha.. if not i'll sue by millions of china citizen! 

and tomorrow is my eldest brother graduation!! he just came back from outward bound at lumut.. when i 1st saw him i just like.. wat the fuck... he's dark and not so fat already!!! where's the double F (fair and fat) and his f cup breast.. haha.. or should i use chest?? what ever.. who cares.. haha.. what i know is my brother look healthier..hehe.. "flash back"........ 2 days before he went to the outbound, he's busy buying all the stuff that he need..we bought 3 touch light, 1 big 1 midium and 1 mini.. he bought a hat that look like what the komunis wear.. sleeping bag, mosquito repeler.. and alot la.. haha... he even bought a knife that look like those knife that rainbow use.. haha.. stupid.. 

i think i crap too much.. 

last thing.. 

mag.. i love you!!!

the art of naked!!

click five concert

Tagged

1. Link to your tagger and post these rules.

2. List eight (8) random facts about yourself.

3. Tag eight people at the end of this post and list their names.

4. Let them know they’ve been tagged by leaving them a comment on their blogs.

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1. I don't wear my inner pants when I'm sleeping.. to those who wear..please..is not healthy!!

2. I don't style my hair unless I'm going to meet someone special or special events

3. I can't live without my handphone.

4. I don't brush my teeth every night. Unless my mum or dad remind me!!but my teeth is still white and shinning!!haha. and i'm proud of it!!

5. Every meal I take must have meat , except 1st and 15th of every month of lunar calender!!

6. Never force me to complete something not important on time!! i won't!! i'll only do it when i want to..

7. Everyday i have to wash my hair with loads of shampoo!! If no, my head will itchy like hell!!

8. Never back stab me!! You'll regret if u do so!!Not only hate you, i'll repay u with ten times worst than how you treat me!!



I tag:

1. magdeline

2. kim ong

3. jane lam

4. munyee aw

5. adrian ewe

6. penghan

7. payleng

8. Anyone?!

thanks to everyone that remember my birthday..and also thanks to those that dont..

and karkar!!thanks for everything!!is my best bday ever!!!hehe..

p/s: not free to update my blog!!really sorry!!!i'll update by early of june!!!

my birthday

MY birthday is coming!!!! hehe...

my 2nd tagged

I got tagged
Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.
1. What's your favorite anime at the present time?
er..initial D..the one and only anime i watched

2. Given the chance, what special ability/power would you like to have?
what i dream of will came true!!haha!!*evil laugh*

3. How do you think about yourself?
im nice??friendly??

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
the whole earth!!hehe..

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
mayb sound like very greedy!!but i wanna have infinity wishes

6.Do you have a crush now?
crush??my dear la..who else!!

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
family and money..and my karkar!!!

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
no idea...but mayb will keep half of in and quater of it will donate..sound xo not me.. and other will spend it wildly!!

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
er..yea..but a;so must think for thousand times!!!

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
munyee: good girl,nice,and...... pretty?!

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
back stabber..if you dont like someone just go forward and kick his\her ass!!!

13. What is your ambition?
pilot!!!haha!!

14. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
of coarse keep quiet.. its so damn malu!!

15. What do you think is the most important in your life?
Be happy!!

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
no.. i usually buy what i wan oni..

17. What is the thing that you really want now?
er..now??im ok la..hehe..i got everything i need..just need some money..

18. Why does it hurt when you punch someone?
er..is damn hurt..never do that..last week i realise my anger with punchin the wall..bengkak man!!

19. Is there anything that you have done which you regret?
alot...from what i remember..i lie since im 4..hehe..bad boy!!

20. Are you hungry right now?
yea..gonna have my dinner soon!!

who are tagged:
1.janna
2.kelly
3.payleng
4.nikitha
5.penghan
6.anyone who is reading this..

Im tagged

5 Things In My Wallet
-my baby picture..of me when i was 4 years old.. i think so..
-some china money that look cute and lyk yam c zee..
-a hong kong LRT ticket that i stole 2 years ago..
-my previous movie ticket.. 10,000 bc.. totally boring!!! and the endin is.. wth.. doesn't make sense at all..
-and only 3 piece of 1 buck notes..omg!!! im broke!!



5 Things Found In My Bag
-books.. but i nvr touch it.. that why im 2nd in my class.. from belakang!!hehe
-my school tie.. we just have to wear it every monday but lazy to pack my bag so just keep it in my bag..
-my e card.. aka my student ID.. need to use it to take attendance every morning!! Hi Tech man!!!
-so notes that teacher photostated for us.. but i forgot to paste it
-and some coins.. need it when goin home by public bus



5 Favorite Things In My Room
-for sure my bed and my pillow....
-is totally mess up with all my Books..
-and my clothes.. i hanging all ver my bed.. this told you guys how messy is my room.
-my laptop..not mine but my bro give it to me..
-and rubbish.. lyk dvd, magazine newspaper ... etc



5 Things I Always Wanted To Do
-be pro in softball. look so damn hot if you're a pro.. and u guys must come to c me ply!!
-get a new phone.. im just using my dear phone.. ish.. i wanna buy a phone since century ago!!
-do well in my study.. although i finished my homeworks.. but i nvr do any revision..
-get some new clothes
-and organize my holiday trip on this coming mid term holiday!!



5 Things I'm Currently Into

-STUDY!!mid year exa, is coming!!

-planning my coming mid term holiday..

-earn money!!i need money!!

-finish up all my homework that delayed!!

-planning my bday party!!is on the last day of my test!!anyone wanna oelebrate with me??

5 Presents You Wish For
-A phone!!
-around the world??
-aiyo.. anything la.. last year i just got A present!!!sad..



The Person Who Tagged You Is

janna wong



Your 5 Impressions Of Her

1. my 'old' fren

2. dummie in sport..

3. she speak very "good" chinese and cantonese!!

4. very friendly.. and don lyk ppl to call her fat..but is true she's quite slim la..

5. Catherine!!!



Pass This Quiz to

5 People You Wish To Know How They Feel About You
payleng
magdeline
munyee
kelly
kimberly ong

Everything Changed

my last blog is two months plus ago..and everything in my life changed alot..everything..

after 2 months me and ryn break.. im now in anoher relationship.. im wif mag.. is already 2 months since we together.. and we are doing great.. better than ever.. maybe someone who read this blog feel like wanna puke or geli.. but to me she's the best thing ever happen to me.. i not dare to said that i cant live without her.. and the fact is i can live without her.. but she make my life better.. and her presence make my life more meaningful..and i love her more than anyone.. MAGDELINE WANG SI KAR!!!! i love you!!

and i usually cant live without volleyball.. is part of my life.. just a week din touch volleyball my hands will start to feel itchy..but now i not only quit volleyball and i even "fan min" - not talking to all my volleyball friends anymore.. because they back stabbed me.. they used to be my best friends... and i can believe that they back stabbed me.. that's the main reason i stopped volleyball.. i still love volleyball..

and now im playing softball.. but for your information the ball is so damn hard!!! hehe.. i just go training once and i get a MSSD u18 gold medal.. went for 4 times training i get a MSSPK u18 gold medal.. but im just a bench warmer.. haha.. and i swear to god.. next year im not a bench warmer anymore but the main player of the team!!!

i used to be a very damn lazy boy.. very very very lazy.. i never touch my homework and i only depends on my tution class.but this year life is never the same..form 4 is more tough then i thought.. the 1st month i finish all my homework.. but 2nd week started to relax a little..but i still tryin to finish all my homework!!! hehe..

i think that all for my 1st blog in 2 months..

thinking too much!!!

conversation between me and munyee..

munyee says:
ermm, dad's gonna buy us badminton racket later
munyee says:
haha
Suzhou says:
ply outside ur house lo..
Suzhou says:
haha..
munyee says:
yea
munyee says:
haha
Suzhou says:
u gona be pro lo..
Suzhou says:
haha..
munyee says:
wahaha
munyee says:
represent US
Suzhou says:
no ppl ply ma..
munyee says:
wahaha
Suzhou says:
haha..
Suzhou says:
dream on!!!
munyee says:
then become famous?
munyee says:
haha
Suzhou says:
siau..
munyee says:
then become model for all the companis
munyee says:
hehe
munyee says:
companies
Suzhou says:
think too much..
munyee says:
woohoo
munyee says:
YEAH!!!

Chinese New Year!!

today is the 3rd day of chinewse new year. this year dont really have cny mood.very sienz!!donno why.. my angpau is way more than usual. because i get straight A's..haha.. and we get angpau since a week before cny.. haha..

new year eve..

new year eve.. as usual we eat dinner together. then my idiot bro wana ply badminton. so i borrow from payleng. went to LPL house. maybe is too dark so i 'tersesat' haha.. but at last still found. afer that rush home wanna take h20 n my our shoes. when we reach there.. wtf!!! the court is FULL!!! ish.. so just go home and play in front of my house only.. haha.. then watch tv and BAI TIN GONG!! and sleep at 2am..

CHO YAT(1st day) ...

early morning im the 1st 1 to wake up. and after bath my dad giv us ANGPAU!!!! haha..we waste most of our time in on the highway.. no should be the old road.. coz the tol was so damn jam.. so my dad suggested to use the old road.. when we go through Sg Siput.if im not mistaken.. the whole town is Sammy Veluu photo.. is his 'dei kau' ma.. haha.. and at the small town got a bridge is S shape and the 'legs' is V shape.. and my dad told me that his chair in his office cost rm48,000.00!!! walau..he waste so much money to buy a chair!?! no wonder his place in politic no one cant shake him.. haha.. 28 years!! at we reach penang around my grandma is the 1st person frm penang to give us angpau!! this year grandma giv us three times then usual... wow.. then visit my dad side relatives.. at last, after 5 years din get angpau from my oldest cousin. coz workin in us then move to shanghai.. hehe.. then my day end with sleepin lyk a pig..haha..

cho yee (2nd day)

today visit my mum side realatives.. weird.. this year no mood to gamble oso. all my cousin also called but then just played with thouse children..haha..win yat dit dit.. haha.. my cousin still complain i bully children.haha.. nothing more. at night, visit a fren of my father. he got cancer also.. like my mum.. but my mum is way better than him.the cancer in his body spread to his lung and back bone already.. but he's very

Cho Sam (3rd day)

today suppose wanna go queensbay mall but my parent keep on sayin that penang bridge will jam so at last just go Sunway Carnival Mall.. suppose wanna watch CJ7.. but all just remain the 1st and 2nd row.. so hav to watch kung fu dunk.. omg.. this movie reli stupid.. but still better than what i expected.. but today what make me gone crazy is I ride my cousin sport car.. almost the same as his 1

and super bike..but his 1 is blue colour..

omg.. so damn fast..haha..

conclusion..

this cny is the most sien cny ever in my life.. haha..anyone wan me to visit hie or her house are welcome..u can send me your home address..