4am

4 in the morning..
my eyes are widely open..
i'm tired..
but i cant sleep..
my heart so empty...
as if something is missing..
i'm losing you..
that's how i feel..
i wanted to cry..
but this time i'll be tough..
i did it..
but it can't maintain
i really don't know how long i can stand..
i tried everything..
i tried my best..
my brain is empty
and
i really don't know what to do...

love is scary
makes me happy
and
lonely...